Through many years, I've been focusing on the pitch and the outcome of whether or not I actually hit the ball to make it on base. I've realized that it's more about watching the movements the pitcher makes to throw each particular pitch. Will she curve her wrist, smack her glove to scare me, or throw a ball? If I can see what she does as she throws each pitch, I can be better be prepared for that brief moment when the ball reaches the batter's box. The outcome is now the result of my observances and my reaction to each of the pitcher's movement. I'm in control and I choose how I want the game to end.

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Lost Control


One hour and thirty minutes that I have been sitting in this same café and I feel like writing.  I’m not sure, but as of now I am falling asleep, but at the same time I am being very productive with my work.  Maybe I’m sleepy because of the fact that I am exhausted.  I believe I have lost all ability to close my eyes and sleep.  Something so simple and wanted by my body, but I don’t allow myself.  If only I had a switch to remove all thoughts from my head to sleep peacefully.  Anyway, I am not making any sense and I need to get back to work so I can feel accomplished at something. 
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